December 20, 2002 journal, why not paint pretty pictures with love and happiness forever.

The third devastating rainstorm is about to hit the West Coast taking many lives causing severe damage all the way to where we just was in Missouri and in Arkansas. The strange Eastwind blowing so hard against us coming East meant something, I understand direction but not this direction.  All the people say to paint pretty pictures while the world goes to hell and nobody has guts enough to warn them. Why not be popular and win the prizes for great art which I cannot do.  Why paint negative art of judgment that turn people off and cause the artist to be rejected rather than accepted with a life of success and recognition.

I get up each morning in a run to obey God and capture what he has planted within me to say that day and hope and pray that I can deliver the message before it spoils lest I forget.

I am determined to obey God in these last days of judgment calls and warnings which I believe he is putting upon me.  I have no choice but to paint and to write my inspiration and my direction from God as he reveals to me more and more of what I see.  Why live in an artificial world to eat artificial food?  Be in touch with God's creation in an overall plan and purpose.  Someone said to me about a certain man that was extremely evil, "that he was not of God, that if he was, God would have straightened him out already.  Another man said to me about the same man that he was so mad at him that he was a good mind to go do something but I advised him not to think of it because he was not worth it.  Not too long after that the bad man put a gun to his head and blew his brains out.  God will soon ultimately revenge his enemies and the time is now.  Let Billy Graham teach his love only message but I must teach the truth.  Let Jack Van Impe teach a compromised apocalyptic message but I must speak the truth as best I know it without selling it in the mass-market as correct to tickle the ears of the people.  Let the artist paint a pretty Christ but I must paint the eternal message of the program and plan of God to hold accountable and Judge all mankind.  Let the church ignore the approaching final fulfillment of the Book of the Revelation but I must paint it as I see it as a warning to the world of reality that is surely prophesied and fulfilled.  If the world was like this then no one would ever die, they would just love and be happy.  We must realize that both life and death is a reality.  If we choose to bury our head in the sand, then we are not being realistic and we may miss the most important experiences of life.  If we choose to live in this artificial world believing that everything is alright, then we are out of touch and may become a victim or a number of the circumstances that we endure.  Believe it or not, the Revelation of Christ the Lord is and will be fulfilled in our time if we last and live to see it.  The coming the Lord will be joy in victory for those ready prepared. It will be hell and death for all those who believe a lie and reject the truth so clearly.  We are sure living in an artificial world today of political correctness and vanity ignoring the evil beast that lives among us.  We choose to bury our history and the Bible to create our own imaginary world of Santa Claus, Harry Potter and a world of magic that is unreal.  We are sucking that sugar tit literally and being deceived about God's creative values.  We hide the past and open our doors to an artificial future of make belief that leaves God out entirely. Don't talk to me about pretty pictures or glowing successes because I'm not interested.  I am too busy obeying God and his signals warning.

Then when the buildings fall on our heads we run into the steepled churches and question God for who He is and why he is so brutal.  We listen not to the voice of true and reality.

We have no independent thinking or understanding but we are taken away in the airways of propaganda by a biased media supporting political correctness and the mercy murders.